So I haven't written a blog since my birthday that was over a month ago. The reason being is that I have made a big change in my life and finally now I am beginning to understand what it takes to grow up. It was during that week of my birthday that I started my new job at Lineclear Motion Pictures, as an editor working under the wing of my former lecturer En. Faizul A. Rashid who now acts as my Chief of Department. Now let me get this in the open, editing was never really my strong point in a production hierarchy, I was hoping to get some position in the more management departments such as production manager or location manager cause I have always felt that those positions were better for my minimal skills. So here I am, 1 month plus into this new job as an assistant editor and to be honest with you I was put into the "war" early on, my first week I had to cut a 30 second commercial and woah...what a scary thing that was. I have hardly touched an editing program in almost 2 years and this was hardly the start I was craving for. So there I was in the editing suite knowing nothing about Final Cut Pro or DV Capturing alone (the COD went shooting with the second editor) , I panicked started calling my old University mates who have become professional editors. And those guys were really life savers they put me into a crash course editing program through text messaging! LOL! And as I went through the week the things I learned during my editing course at the University started coming back, although I have to admit I'm still basically horrible at cutting and meshing but hey, if Picasso ended up becoming an art great so can I. A few weeks in, the job has been interesting, done some commercials, becoming a regular goer to Sri Pentas TV3 (sometimes I prefer to send the items in the morning cause I can drop by the TV Station when I'm on my way to work, did some subtitles for an upcoming movie (*cough**cough* just one line...), and right now making my first TV Magazine.
Its a great experience I must admit but it's also killing my social life, I mean I hate it when I have to tell my best friends that I can't hang out with them cause I have so much work to finish. They've called me so many times but at the moment I am so bloody busy, wow, this is getting too Cat's in The Cradle for me. A freelance editor told me last week, "Once your in the editing biz say bye bye to your social life" I really hope thats not the case here, I mean I think I'm gonna end up liking this job but at the same time I don't want it to destroy something that cherish a lot, my friends.
My love life is in shatters, I kind of have a weird feeling in my gut right now, kind of sad, depressed but it's not because I'm lonely or anything but more about some things that you hope and wish for don't come true. You promise to become somebody more than you are but when you finally reach that place it's too late. The thing is without those simple words of inspiration, I wouldn't be here right now, so should I be angry or should I just let go. Maybe I was too late, maybe I was just fooling myself, I can only hope that the future will bring better fortunes for me in this area of my life.
So here I am, Wan M. Amin...ready to face to adult world after so many years. Here we go people let the show begin. Oh yeah, be sure to check your local TV listings for some of my upcoming work, keep an eye out for the 5th of December on Fridays, 7:30 pm.