The Return of The Loser

I haven't blogged in ages, probably felt that I'd rather keep some stuff to myself rather than share it with the rest of the world but I guess its time for me to pick it up again and start writing again, it is time. Lets start with this, I'll be 25 in October, I'm single, over-weight, I hardly have a career to shout about (its ok but I know that I can do better than what I'm doing right now) and right now I'm basically going through the toughest patch in my young adult life. Things just seem to be getting more difficult as I grow older rather but become a lot more easier, probably the first steps to adulthood huh?. But to be honest with you, I hate that I have to face these things, I hate that I am being made to face these things. Why can't it be easier? Why me? I never asked for it but its as if people are looking at me hoping that I can do a miracle. I'm no Superman, I wish that people won't depend on me too much but I know they do and will and I realize too that I must evolve from where I am now to what I'm supposed to be, something like what Clark Kent did where he progressed into becoming Superman. The positives I can take from these last few difficult months is that I have a loving family behind me (actions speak louder than words and I realize that now) and a great support group in three best friends (Azoe, Syaz and Zac). I haven't opened up to latter yet it's just that I'm not ready but when I am, they'll be the first group of people to know whats up with me. OK, I guess thats it, I hope my other blogs aren't as depressing as this cause I hate being emo! Holler!!!!